I feel more powerful and more fragile than I’ve ever felt in my life. It’s infuriating.
40 is around the corner and, though I never really think of my age on any concous level, my body is quick to remind me that my machinary requires more care and diligence. There are days where I now feel my age and it distresses me. I creak in the morning, slump in the afternoon and feel a chill in the evening.
On the upside, it is prompting me to take a long, hard look at my habits. I’ll have to be smarter.
That’s all for today. I’m going to dive hard into the tank and come up with a plan that keeps everything working at optimal levels. There’s still so much to do…
Off to the podcast.